Simply Danie
Sometimes keeping it simple and just spilling out what's on your mind is the best way to deal with those thoughts that won't let you sleep or are consuming your energy. Then sometimes in doing this we actually get to know ourselves and let others really get to know you. Being yourself really is Simple.
Saturday, July 27, 2019
The Little Things
This post was originally written September 18,2019; but I didn't have the desire to publish it until today.
Change
I guess it would be safe to say that they never really changed in the first place and never will. Now the biggest question of all when it comes to making changes: When do I say enough is enough and walk away?
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Life Begins at 40
I started this months ago but never finished it and I am not sure I am able to now. The feelings haven't changed and my 41st birthday has passed.
Is this the start of the ever so famous "midlife crisis"?
Monday, June 26, 2017
Reflection
Sunday, June 5, 2016
Concentration
Thursday, December 24, 2015
Happy Holidays
Friday, August 14, 2015
Fragile
I get told all the time how strong I am. If only people could see the truth. What happens when I am alone. I fall to pieces. The truth is that yes you may have seen my tears, but that is just the tip of the iceberg. That hurt doesn't go away and it doesn't matter if I'm the cause of my own pain or not. I will often beat myself up about it. My insecurities come out. All the weaknesses I try to conceal comes out.
I may seem confident, but I'm not. I need to be reassured just like everyone else.I guess when you love and open up your heart and self so freely, you also open yourself to all the pain and doubt that can come with it. I often feel as if I am not good enough and that hurts. Most of the feelings only come at night when it is quiet and I am sitting up alone. Usually by the morning after I have had my cry and I back to "normal".
When I say that the only opinion that matters is mine, I'm lying not only to myself but others as well. There are a handful of people that cross the line of what matters. I am not counting my children of course. How these people feel about me and what they think of me matters a lot.
At the end of the day I am as beautiful, brilliant and tough as a diamond but at the same time as fragile as crystal.